Something you've been dying to see me write? Random plot bunny that you can't seem to get to behave yourself? Leave it here and I'll give it a try... though I won't make any promises on how quickly!

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If you ask for non-con, you'll have to wait longer for it, because it depends on my mindset to be able to write.

Keep in mind my fandoms! Most of what I write these days is from Pandora Hearts, No. 6, Nabari no Ou, or Cardcaptor Sakura. You can always ask for another fandom - I'll give it a try if I know it! - but no promises on quality.

Smut is easier for me than general fic. Just so you know. >>

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Since pretty much no one knows what Shutterbox is in the first place, here's a link: http://www.tavicat.com/tavicat/ShutterBox.html

( Here's the tl;dr )

Warning: mild incest, non-graphic.

( He just wants to see what it's like, that's all. )

The ultimate problem with my health situation was pinpointed by my doctor pretty clearly today: when you are dealing with a patient whose entire system should not work in the first place, it's very hard to figure out what's gone wrong when it stops working. Given the fact that I was born in a precarious health situation already, survived deterioration that should have resulted in death as well as both infections and injuries that should have... leaves doctors in a situation where they're typically going 'ummm' when looking at my records anyway.

This being said, when something stops working? There's not really a lot they can do or say about it, because it shouldn't have been working in the first place, as far as anyone can tell.

No one knows why these infections won't go away. No one knows what to do about my lungs: I'm going back to the specialist tomorrow for that, but it's mostly an attempt at a holding pattern. I'm going to the neurologist next month and the immunologist next month. I'm going to the sleep center this weekend if D's father takes him.

I'm filling out all the insurance paperwork ever right now.

I'm making all the appointments I can make.

I am exhausted. I am suffering from tremors, vertigo, pain, numbness, parts of my body suddenly failing to work, multiple infections, and difficulty breathing.

I have to be fucking grateful that I'm still alive, no matter what.

And that's the part that pisses me off the most.